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I suck at writing. I always have done. Sometimes I have no idea why I ever became a blogger all those years ago? I mean I can take a photo... I guess. But I cant even go a whole day of tweeting without having at least one typo. Most of the time Im too lazy to delete it when its four days later when Ive eventually noticed that I used the wrong form of their, they're or there. Probably because I type how I speak and most of the time it comes out as a stream of consciousness. Thinking about it Im probably not very good at talking either if thats the case.

But as it dawns on the 10 year anniversary of me putting my stubby little fingers to a keyboard of a battered old laptop and getting a tripod covered in dust out of my uncles garage... it might be time to just start again? 


I dont remember the last time I wrote a blog post, like REALLY wrote a blog post. Far longer than Id care to admit to be honest and I dont even really know why I stopped doing it. There wasn't a reason for it, It just sort of phased out of my day to day routine and go more into Youtube. Theres been times when I've I thought about firing up Blogger, Yes I still use Blogger, and just start again. 


I dont know what compelled me really to want to start posting on here again. Im not even gonna make a big deal about it while I shake off my ring rust and get back into it. Even writing this nonsense has put a sweat on my brow and its not even been 100 words yet. Or maybe it has, does anyone really have the energy to go back and count.


If you did then Im really disappointed in you.


It feels weird to blog again and I dont really know why.  Its like riding a bike, you don't forget how to do it but it does bring back all those old feelings of not being good enough from back when I started did all those years ago. The feeling of having zero idea what to do, how to post, what to post about or if people would be interested but I recently remembered that THAT was the part of blogging I liked the most and something that I feel like Ive forgotten a little bit in the last few months. The challenge of the unknown  that you get when you start out blogging is both a rush and kinda scary, but I kinda miss it.


Sometimes I feel like I've possibly done everything I can do in this industry and I dont know what direction to move myself in. So I figure going back to basics. Back to the start and just seeing what happens and how things flow from there. Its worth a chance anyway!


So hello I guess! Welcome back or welcome if its your first time! Basically my name isn Lily and I have no fucking idea what Im doing but thats all part of the fun isnt it?